Welcome. This mess is a physical(technically virtual) representation and expression of the dark corners of my mind. This is my place to vent about food, to keep myself from self injuring, to express suicidal thoughts or ideations, to express sadness, to be a suicide note, and to take you on my journey through eating disorders and self destruction. This is me, the person I am so terribly ashamed of. This is where I will not hide. Take what you want and leave the rest. If you need to talk I'm here and if you don't agree you can direct yourself off the page.
I am currently in recovery from anorexia purge disorder and ednos. I struggle with chronic depression, mixed episodes, suicidal ideations, bipolar disorder, anxiety and ADD.